Double Entendre

I don’t have an easy way of seeing logic and reason. When the future (or present) seems bleak, I have great difficulty making my thoughts focus on that period of time when I can feel content again. I don’t always even aim for happiness, just a time when I am not awakened in the middle of the night by crushing anxiety. The anxiety that makes me unsure of my ability to care for my family and makes me feel as if I haven’t done a single thing right. The crushing fright that defies all reason, logic and has been persistent throughout my life.

My virtual existence has been a fantasy and I enjoy every moment that I can navigate around the obstacles in indulging in it. I have let a little reality seep into it during the last few days. I have been peeking into the group notices and meeting places of the depression support groups available in SL™. I have taken part in online support groups before and I have found them to be really helpful.  I may break my own rule and allow a little reality to permeate my fantasy life.

To cheer my little virtual existence I added a few flowers to my tiny little piece of the grid.

fun flower emitter did the trick and brightened me up.

I also added a little friend who will keep me company.  Her name is Beignet.